It has been quite a while i havent write my own blog. This past few weeks the internet connection in my faculty sucks! The ramadhan month of fasting has started. Today is the 15th day muslim fast. I will update my blog with pictures from my past activities when i got time. Many things has happen thoroughot this past few weeks. Some of it good and some of it bad.
Regarding the title above, its about one particular friend of mine that i had knew from the day i got my self into the university. This person can be describe as backstabber,fucker,sucks peoples balls, and whole things that is called bad. He could be nice sometimes yet everytime he sucks! Mind the unproper words.
This particular friend sometimes is not worth to be called a friend. There are many types of friend yet this one cannot be described. Bodo punya orang la. He is a troublemaker, and his mouth always spreads everyone secrets and false stories. In sum, everything that came out of his mouth is shit!
This morning, my friend told me that this particular friend, lets call my friend piggy. Piggy always ask me or whoever he encounter where am i as im always not around the house. Particularly, im out with my buddy rlya. Then, stories came out that me n rlya are a couple yet that is the most bullshit story i ever heard. I HAVE NO FEELINGS WHATSOEVER TOWARD MY FRIEND RLYA. God help me. I always go out with her as she ask me to accompany her. The girl just broke up with my own roomate that is also my good friend. Piggy of all people should know that me and rlya is just mere friends nothing more and nothing less.
Im very dissapointed in him as we know each other for a long time, piggy should know me better and know my taste for girls. I wish piggy would realize it. Im very sleepy right now as i havent have enough sleep for a couple of days. I got 7 days of class monday till sunday. The burden of work and responsibility is huge yet many people do not understand it. People please understand that when i am stress i tend to get angry and maybe do foolisg things. People ! please dont provoke me. Piggy i feel sorry for you as even you have live the world for quite a long time yet you never learn the real meaning of friend. For me, friends are people that you always stick with in times of hard and joyful. Friends are people that you can rely on and people that you can help in times of their hardship. Friends are not to be used when you just feel like doing so. They are not people that you turn your back on when they need help. Being with my friends make me happy and they always teach me how to live my life. Piggy understand your friends. Friends are human beings. They are not perfect and you have to accept them just the way the are. If needed, advice them so they know their mistakes. Piggy, i still remember you said to me that "SYAHRUL, IF KAU TAK MAU KAWAN DENGAN AKU PUN, KAWAN AKU TAK LUAK" That is the most dissapointing statement i ever heard from a guy that i have known for a few years. Piggy, u dont know what friends are. Fuck yur ass Biach!
To my friends, i am honoured to know each and everyone of you.
I need to be in a sane mental state once again. to be carefree. To have no feelings what so ever. It shard yet im moving on. Holding to my faith as i walk on. Taking baby steps to a place that i dont even know. Alone at times yet loyal friends sometimes accompany me. I an grateful coz i have them to cheer me up. Dont have to mention them. They know who they are. HONS part 2 had started. So many presentations and assignments as always. I failed my evidence 1 yet tiada tindakan susulan dibuat.aaadeehhh....My firm faizi adli and partners always gets the first out of everything, meaning we are always going to be presenting first in any subject. Today we are the first to present in Company law. HAjran's class. It was so aweful. yet it was nice. I want ti forget about the crusg i had. I have too. I must. Day by day the feeling is dissapearing. Im ok. I got friends. hahaha. THnks guuys!!! To my bro er_rage!!! HEpy Birthday!!!
