WHat A DaY!!

Yesterday and today, i've gone to KIA service to fix up my dad's car. It cost me RM13xx. GoD!! Thats very expansive. Thank god i don't have a car. If not i'll be dead paying the outstanding bills. Not to mention, the oil price!!

Later, i took my dad to the new alor setar hospital. My dad just had been diagnose with a illness called RHEUMATOID ARTRITIS. i don't even know how to pronounce it. Gosh!!.




As my dad is a retired government servant the cost of operation is ZERO. so we have set up an appointment on the 19/8/2008. Unfortunately, it may collide with my graduation day. It's ok cause my dad has a very good reason not being there.










We have lunch at Darulaman Stadium, a holy place for Our local football team KEDAH!!! CHAMPIONS!! hahahaha!! It has been a lon time since i've been there. For a fact i had never ever see a kedah match live at the stadium. I only watch it in tv. uhuhuhu. What a kedah fan i turn out to be...

I got so many things to show and tell yet i really don't have the time..until next time k...

LaTerzz...

Holiday comes to an end...

This week is the last week I’m here in Kedah. On the 29^th I’ll be going back to Selangor because on the 2^nd July the registration for my professional programme will be held. I’m a bit scared and nervous to undergo the course as I’ll be facing a whole new challenges and people.

Anyway, this week on the 21^st my local football team Kedah had won the FA Cup. Yahoo! What a close encounter. Both team played a well equal match although Kedah has a slight disadvantage as Selangor had played on its own home turf. Unlucky for them, they had lost. Losers!! Hahahaha... Too bad mates!

It looks like I got to buy some new clothes limited to black and white ok! Lawyer to be perhaps. Hehehe. To all my friends which also consider me as their friend, gudluck ok. I’ll miss you guys. One of my friends Miss Ivvy, had her supplement exam. Hope for the best for her. A very hardworking girl, problems always lurking in her life yet she still have the strength to go on with her life. The only thing that needs to be improved is for her to be focus in her task. Hope her life will be easier after this. She’s a good friend that can listened to what I wanted to say, although we often misunderstood each other yet we are still good friends. Thank god for that. I hope the best come to your life. Goodluck!!

For my upcoming semester, I hope I can confine myself not to use all of my scholarship up if I get it again. Hope so as I really need the money. Need to save at least RM100 for Tabung Haji and RM 150 for ASB. I need to force myself to save more as I don’t have any more savings left. Huhuhuhu.

Well, for the Malaysian politics, it had become more and more interesting. The so called SAPP that is a BN component party had decided to held vote of no confidence against Pak Lah. In my opinion, its a very interesting matter yet we can’t blame Pak Lah for everything maybe just 60% of the it. Huhuhu, Well it’s up to them right? Hehehe. Besides that, the PETRONAS head Hassan Merican had appeared on all the TV stations to discussed on the fate of our beloved PETRONAS. Although he had made a conflicting statement where before this he said that although the rise of oil production had risen yet it doesn’t really affect PETRONAS but in the talk, he said otherwise. Does, anyone realize this conflicting statement?? Hehehe.

It’s not for me to discuss as I don’t want to be caught under the ISA. Hehehehe.

LAterz....

ScooTer TroUbLe..

My Naza symphony...a RM3200 piece of metal that have a motor attach to it..it causes my so much trouble since i bought it 2 yrs ago. It broke down countless time. Currently it have a front break failure, speedometer failure, light failure and so many other things. Today i've already taken it to Naza service centre. I've to wait nearly 4 hours although i'm the first customer. So lame la the service. Not enough man power. Many of the motorcycle owner complaint on the quality of the Naza bikes. So often causes the owner trouble. JUst now i gotta pay RM83 for the spare parts. If so often this occurs i'll be bankrupt in no time. So tired waited for too long to remember. Tonight, i'm going back to kedah. I've finish all my work here in Shah alam. I need to relax plus try to wake up early to train myself for the upcoming semester. Huh! what a day. I might not write new post this couple of weeks as in kedah i've no internet connection. So i gotta bare with. LAterzz...

I've To Change?

LAst Night someone told me that she's not fond of the way i've been acting towards her...She said i was very childish and uncomfortable in the way i was acting during the dinner..I was quite shock yet maybe it's was true...To that person I apologise Miss Lady Kelisa..I don't have the slightest idea that my actions was troubling you..I PROMISE IT WON"T HAPPEN AGAIN...in the conversation last night, she said i don't know her inside out. Only 60% of her that i know. Well in my opinion, we can't get to know a person if the person won't allow us to get to know them..

Maybe both of us doesn't really know each others. Who to blame?? I guess all of us. I don't know the answer. I hope in the future, my friends would just tell me what i've done wrong. Trust me every human need a guidance in their life, if not we might easily get lost in this world. I was shock and sad yet i feel relief that one of my friends can tell me my mistakes and wrongs for that i thank you. No one in my entire life has ever called me childish. There's always a first time for everything right? hhuhuhuhu...

Hopefully i can change myself to be a better person. We all need help sometimes. It made me realize that although it has been 4 years i've know her yet numbers can't show the true nature of a person. Maybe it's because in the past i've seen her to be very carefree, outgoing and open in terms of friends. That's why i acted in such ways. Now i know, and i know such actions won't be repeated again. I've learn my lesson. Not a good way to start my honours programme right?huhuhuu.

To Miss Lady Kelisa, I'm so sorry. I didn't know. By now i've should know that a person can't be treated the same way as the person was in the past. People changes, we all do. I change too. i won't let bitterness get the best of me. I've survived. hahahahaha.

SO ExhausteD !!!

WoW! What a DaY!! So TiReD......Right after i got back from kedah, i got to move out all my stuffs to Bangi where my sis's house is. My new house isn't ready to be occupy yet. Haven't receive the keys yet, don't know why...Along the way to Bandar baru bangi. i got LOST!! Suddenlly I arrive at PUtrAjaYA!?? WhaT?? Walawey...how could this happen?? RM35++ is lost due to that.

Later, i had to help my bro with his problems...finding a shop to buy some cooking gas...and to bring that damn thing up the stairs felt like i gonna faint. huhuhuhu....so tired la...no money left....Tomorrow have to go to my university to clarify some stuff...my holiday nearly over...so sad...want to relax and get FAT some more la..hahahhahaha...anyway today is father's day...so Abah! Selamat Hari Bapa! Thank you for everything....
huhuhuhuhuu....
laterzzz... owh yeah..thats the pic of my new house....cool yah??! OuT!

Elizabethtown Anyone?

Ever heard of that story? I like the story as it has such meaningful script. Not to mention it was acted by Orlando Bloom and Kristen Dunst. I like it a lot. It’s about not giving up. Failure doesn’t mean that the world has ended. The movie gives me inspiration to keep going on. In addition, the story shows that eventually we will need to hang on to our roots and origin, especially, our family and love ones. As human being we tend to forget all about them when we are hunting for so called success and happiness. Is it necessary to pursuit happiness without thinking about others? I can’t answer that as sometimes I do it myself. We will only realize that we have treasures in our hand when we lose them. Usually that happens in one life’s. Looking at my life, I always wanted to make my family proud of whom I am. On day I will. I hope so. To all of you out there, remember that our happiness depends on how we treat other people. Life have its up and down. Cherish and help others but only to your on limits. Elizabethtown it’s a true movie, you can learn from it, you can relate to it. Watch it ok…Laterzz

Busy! BusY! BuSY!!

aRGh!!!! FINALLY!! My offer letter had arrived...been waiting for so long for it...it takes about a week to reach my hometown JITRA....Gosh!!... JUst did my medical check up....everything is ok...FOR NOW...some faggot sms me and that particular msg makes me kinda jealous...DaMN!@ hehehehe....on the 14th I m goin bck to Shah alam to move out my stuff from my old house...it must be tiring... I need help la....but no one's around...oh well...have to stand on my own two feet rite?? My anger towards a particular group of friends isnt over...dont wanna think about it thou...its ok..life has its way...u just have to trust god...amin....laterzzz...

Not in the mood...

It’s the 9th June which means the Euro 2008 has started. Poland lost heavily to the Germans. I choose Germany to win this years Euro 2008. The got many talent such as ballack, bastian, klose, frings and podolski. Originally I support England unfortunately, they didn’t qualify.
Enough about Euro, now I’m busy with the stuffs concerning my admission to the university which will eventually give me my Honours. Have to go back to Shah Alam to move out from my old house to another house yet the key to the new house has not been given. Other than that I have to go back to my faculty to settle some matters. WaH! So much work!!!

Well despite the work I have something had caught my senses. My so called friends, they are different. Their interaction with me can be seen to be different. What to do right?? That’s what we called mere friends not our best friends. They only come to us if they need something for them or want something from us. Predictable this kind of friends. So sad that they exist in the world. I don’t know what to think anymore. It makes me so sad yet I have seen this coming a long time ago. Maybe it’s time for me to find a new sets of friend?? Who knows....Should I care or even help them anymore?? So selfish of them. Day after day, my disappointment in them grew even more. It never stops from growing. I’m afraid sooner or later I’ll crack and burst like a volcano. I had make a decision to stay low and care less for the likes of them. Sometimes it’s better to be alone...is it true?? I don’t know....I haven’t got the answer.
There are so many things that is on my mind...I can’t manage to solve any one of them. What had happen to my spirit and strength? Are they all gone? Gone with the wind?? Who knows?? Am I going to a depression? I don’t know. I hope not. What I know is I have to calm down..Yes I have to.
I hope some one will give me an advice since I seldom get one as I’m usually the one who will give all the advice...
I want a change for once...
Thanks....LAterzz

FuuUuHhH...

WoW! ThanK GoD!!! SyuKur!! That’s to show that I’m relief as my application to further my studies has been allowed!! YEaH!! Before this I was always worried of not having the opportunity to further my studies. Last night (5 June 2008) I check the university website and there it is....the offer later to further my studies has been uploaded...ThanK God...huhuhuhu...but this all depend on the final exam result that is yet to be known.

Students exam result will be given on the 9th June 2008. Hopefully it will be an accurate info as the result has always been a little bit late. The bottom line is I’m very relief as I got to further up my studies. Huhuhhu....hopefully my result will be OK. Huhuhuu...

Suffering!!

On the 5 Jun 2008, Malaysian government had announced that the price of oil will rise as much as 40% for petrol and diesel. The old price for petrol was RM1.92 but the new price is RM2.70 while diesel from RM1.58 had change to RM2.58. This is because our lovely government want to reduce the subsidies given. The true price of oil if without subsidies is RM4.00...yeah a lot. Very very expansive for a student like me. Although I only have a scooter yet it’s a burden for me as I DO NOT COME FOR A RICH FAMILY!!!...my dad is a retired public servant that received monthly RM2500. I got 2 sisters that are still in school. Money is like blood in our body. We need money very very bad because without it we can’t live in this material world. For god sake! We even need money to shit and pee!! What is the government thinking? It’s very burdensome to us. Why they take such actions? The current world oil price is about USD239 per barrel. But what can the ordinary people do?? NOTHING! For me, I will oblige to follow the new ruling without hesitation.

This new development will burden a student like myself even more. I’m not rich. I’ve have draft an expanse plan for the next 6 month. It had revealed that I need at least RM2000!! Gosh!! That’s a lot for my standard. For all the rich brats in my faculty it’s just a small matter. They have no care in the world. Their dads are bigshots !! Politicians or businessman! Not blaming them for my problems but it’s just what my heart wanted to say. Freedom of expression right??huhuhu. What I put in the plan are oil, maintenance, bills and rent. God show me the light to happiness. I need some guidance. Next semester will be very hard for me. By the way, I estimated that 80% of the students in my faculty live in luxury. Lucky them eh??huhuhu.
I’m not intervening or planting seed of hatred towards the government policy. This is just my opinion towards the decision they make. All of the people that have lower income will greatly get affected by it. My family is one of them. Although I received a scholar from JPA, it seems that it is not enough. What I understand from the action made by the government in previous time is that the more they increase the people income the more they imposed heavier expenses for the people. For example, the government will raise the price of consumer stuff such as food and now OIL!!!
As we all know the government, specifically the great leaders of our nation Malaysia have never ever paid with their own money for their oil. It’s free for them. Lucky them!!!. Why not the government ceased to give these leaders that sort of benefits?? It’s will greatly help the nations in terms of saving it’s money. Other than that why not sell the oil by it’s original price of RM4.00 to foreigners specifically Singaporeans and Siamese. This will help to subsidies the residents in Malaysia.
The effect of this decision would effect every consumer product. Their prices will greatly increase. Public transport fare will also feel the effect. Anything that has relation towards business will eventually become more expansive. Poor people like us. Does anyone care out there?? So god please help us. We are becoming more poorer everytime the government announce something. Anyway the rebate announce by the government is too small in amount an also irrelevant as the standard in Malaysia has now increase over this past years. The price of food has also increase. Gosh!! Who to blame?? Can the world be blame? Or just the greedy human beings that make this happened.
I’m just very shock and mad with the decision that’s all. Some many expanses yet so little income. SORRY if I’ve said too much. It’s just an opinion and expression. It’s not gonna effect the public order or anything.
Let’s see where this decision will take us......

Me, Myself and I....

2nd blog post
Who am I?? I’m no superman of course. Just an ordinary human being that god had created to explore and to walk the world that we all called life. I’m a law student in a local university in Selangor. So basically I spend a lot of my time here in my university. We have to read a lot of books when you are into this kind of field. Among the hardest things that I had chosen to do, well actually my abah (dad) told me to try law. This is because i’m very very bad in particularly anything that is associated with NUMBERS...bad bad with math. Hehehe. I’m a Cancer according to western zodiac and the Tiger ROARrrr!! in chinese zodiac. PluS! I’m a kampung BoY! And proud to be one!huhuhu

Throughout my life, well to be precise 21years of it...22 this year, I have seen so many things happened all around me. Some good while some not so good. It’s a surprised that I’ve been living for almost 22years without noticing how much I had grown up. Am I a man yet? Well i certainly don’t know about it although in a way I think that I’m not quite ready to be called a man. I’m not a boy nor a man yet. Huh! Sound’s like another Britney song. Nah! I really don’t care about that sort of shit. Hehe.

As long as I remember, I’ve always like to be left alone but still of course have friends. Friends are very important in our life. Me Myself, got a handful group of friends. I admire every one of them girl or boy for their bravery in facing life’s challenges. Anyway, what I’ve said earlier is not entirely about me yet it’s things that had occurred during my life. It’s just what I’ve seen or learn about life itself. Not much but I’ve learn a few things thou. That’s all for now..I’m not entirely fond of writing as I’m not good at it.huhuhu.Laterz..

My First....

Assalamualaikum and helloo...i m Syahrul this is the first time i write a blog. Known blogs for ages yet did'nt even bother to have one...my project paper in part 5 my is also about blogging which i got an A for it. Thank god for that..hehehehe...this just an introduction of my blog...nothing much...

I would like to think that writing blogs would increase my english as i m very bad at it... I would try my best to write in english but my BAHASA will occasionally be used... In this blog i want to write all about the things that happen in my life...past and present...the people that i met... my family and even the world issues....huhuhuhu....crazy for me to have a blog of my own...

A warning to anyone who read my blog--- i will say anything that i want without any hesitation...no censorship board here...huhuhu...but i will always respect the law....thats it for my first post... thanx.. p/s : this blog will be kept secret to all my friends at all cost but if they found out about it so be it....huhuhuhu...